You try as hard as you can to be the best person you can ever be, you avoid troubles, you ignore the things others do that annoy you, you hold back and prevent yourself from starting an unneeded fight, you do your best but you still end up hurt.
I'm pretty sure nobody would intentionally want to hurt or annoy you, but YOU are the person doing that to yourself. Expectations; expectations are the reason you get hurt. You expect so much from someone you've done so much for and when they don't you get all these negative feelings; disappointed, unappreciated, frustrated, down, bummed, etc..
I kept thinking for hours and still I couldn't find a solution to avoid that. Avoid keep getting disappointed all the time, avoid feeling unappreciated all the time..
but I can't accept that, so I'll try changing myself first by, 1. lowering my expectations.
2. find the people who deserve my care and efforts.
3. Drop those who don't out of my life.
Life's too short to be wasted on people who are just not worth it.
